On the advice of a lot of good friends, many of you guys who posted your thoughts here on the blog yesterday, I decided to get out of the house and head over to Tamar and Rob’s place to hang out at their Memorial Day BBQ pool party. I know it may sound like I’m beating a dead horse, which is why I try to keep my comments brief, but coming to terms with the reality of how I was betrayed is almost unendurable. I find, all too often, that I torture myself with thoughts, especially when I look back at events and, well, I have to fight very hard to keep from finding a dark hole and crawling inside to hide. I know it sounds overdramatic but, fuck, this shit is really hard. I have realized, tho, that occupying my mind with activities and hanging out with people forces me to think about other things and that has made all the difference for me in the past few months. So, I decided to get out and hang out with my friends yesterday. More »
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