Johnny Knoxville Eulogizes His Late Friend Ryan Dunn

"from knoxville with love"

Last week, just days after Ryan Dunn was killed in a senseless drunk driving car accident, Johnny Knoxville and the rest of the Jackass family convened at a funeral home in West Chester, PA for a memorial service in honor of their late friend. At that memorial service, Knoxville tried to eulogize Dunn in front of family and friends but, apparently, was unable to do so as he would’ve liked. On the official Jackass website this week, Knoxville posted a touching eulogy to Ryan Dunn in order to express what he was unable to convey at the memorial service last week … and it is a very touching read. Click below to read Johnny Knoxville‘s eulogy for his fallen friend Ryan Dunn.

in memory of ryan—from knoxville with love

At Ryan’s memorial Wednesday night in West Chester, people were invited up to the microphone to say a few words about his life, whatever they were feeling at that moment. I walked to the podium and tried to share memories of my dear friend, but the words were just spinning in my head. What came out were the mumblings of a man trying his best not to cry, and I wasn’t even successful at that. I didn’t break down, because I knew Angie or his family didn’t need to see that, but I also didn’t get to properly convey what Ryan meant to me. I won’t be able to do that here either, but I will try. Here is what I wished I could have told everyone then.

I felt 34-percent funnier when I was with Ryan, but I guess everyone did. He had such a hair trigger laugh reflex. He lived his life wanting to laugh and wanting you to laugh with him. He would cackle really fucking loud, too, and it wasn’t uncommon that he would fall over from it. Sometimes I would fall with him because his spirit was very contagious.

He wasn’t incapable of seriousness, though. Ryan was a great listener. If you were having troubles, he was always someone you could go sit down and talk to. Granted, most of our sitting down was actually standing up playing pool together, but he was always there if you were sad about something. That’s why all this is even harder because right now I really need to talk to him but I can’t.

Ryan also had an enormous capacity to love. His friends and family got a lot, but a lion’s share of that went to his sweet and beautiful Angie. If he wasn’t with her he would be talking about her. More times than not he would smile wide through that filthy ass beard of his and say something along the lines of, “How did I ever luck up and land her?” Well, it sure wasn’t because of the way he smelled that’s for sure. (Dunn despised water and rarely bathed.) It was because he had a pure, open heart, and many other qualities of which I am writing about now.

He was very loyal, too, and sometimes that bit him in the ass. We were filming a bit for number two where someone was going to stand in front of the Stingmore mine as it exploded. After we did the test, nobody wanted to do it except me. I wasn’t thrilled about it, but I knew we needed footage. As I was doing my usual pre-stunt ritual of sitting in someone’s car listening to Roger Alan Wade very loudly, Dunn climbed in the backseat. He asked me if I was doing it and I said, “Yeah.” He told me he was going to sit this one out and I said, “That’s fine, buddy, I got it.” We went back to listening to Roger and ten minutes later someone knocked on the window and said it’s time. I got out of the car and Dunn fell in behind me grouchily saying, “Ah hell, I’ll do it with you.” Actually, I don’t know if he said that or anything, but I could tell how he was walking beside me that he was doing it. Bam decided he would as well and we all went in and got our asses shot real good. Whether it was a bit for jackass, a friend in need, or his beloved Angie, Dunn was as loyal as they come.

I’m becoming upset now because this isn’t right, goddamnit. Ryan, I had to go wake up Madison and tell her you were gone. Do you know how hard that was?!! She loved you so much and I know you loved her, so why, buddy? Rocko will never get to know you like she did, nor will my daughter that is coming in October. I cry a lot about that.

Roger wrote a pretty song for you, but you’re not here to listen to it. And I’m hurting!! We all are because we loved you so much and now you’re gone. I know your spirit lives on in me, Angie, Bam and everyone you touched, but that’s pretty tough to see right now through the tears. I’m starting to ramble now, just like I did at the memorial, so I’ll stop. You’ll have to excuse me, I’m just very sad because I lost my brother and my world got about 134-percent less funny. I don’t know what else to say right now, so I will close with I love you, Ryan. I have a lot of emotions swirling, but I want you to know I love you so very much.

Sincerely and always,

Knoxville

This is a very sweet, very heartfelt eulogy. As unnecessary as Ryan Dunn‘s death is, a loss is a loss and the pain felt by his family and friends is very real and still very fresh. It’s very clear that there is a love and cameradrie among the Jackass castmembers that cannot be explained or understood by anyone other than them. It is my hope that they and others can learn from this tragic accident and move forward and live long and happy lives full of humor … and smart decisions. I’m very impressed that Johnny Knoxville chose to share this raw emotion with the world. Here’s hoping he and the rest of Dunn‘s family and friends will heal soon in the wake of their sad loss.

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  1. Pixie

    The last few days a few of the other cast members/production team from jackass have been posting memories of Dunn on the Dickhouse site. They too are very sad but full of happy memories. Worth a read as well.

  2. Wow, that was intense. You could feel his emotions. So sad!!

  3. Panti Christ

    Should be labeled NSFW due to the fact that it has me, at work, in tears. lol

  4. SuzieB

    So very, very sad. I’m sure many comments that follow will be along the lines of “he drove drunk, he deserved it” etc etc., but a loss is a loss, and Ryan Dunn’s death is a painful loss to those that he loved and left behind. Try to remember that.

  5. Alana

    Well, here come the tears…

    This seems almost out of character for Johnny Knoxville, since I only know him from the Jackass movies… I knew that they all must have shared a bond, but I had no idea that it was this meaningful to each of them. And it’s almost painful to read him writing about how two of his children won’t get to know Ryan.

    To anyone who honestly believes Ryan Dunn had it coming by driving drunk, remember the worst mistake you’ve ever made in your entire life. Did you deserve to die for it?

  6. Heather

    I know the pain your all feeling. I lost my mom a year on June 21st suddenly more instantly. Seeing her die was the worst cause we could do nothing. My life has changed cause she was my bested friend who knew me like nobody else in the world.. in time the pain numbs but it is still there. He is watching over you all. I enjoy your so show so much. He was on of my favorites for his funniness. Hope for the best. God Bless

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