The “heartbroken” and “mournful” Tila Tequila is continuing to share her “pain” with anyone who will listen by posting ceaseless nonsense on her official Twitter profile as well as on her official website. But, Tila is also sharing her “pain” with Steppin’ Out magazine. As you can see from her coverphoto, Tila is really handling the loss of Casey Johnson remarkably well … read on:

Tila Tequila is losing sleep over the death of her fiancee Casey Johnson. “I would like to see her right now. Right now. But if that’s not going to happen, then I hope she hears me when I scream out for her at night when I can’t sleep,” Tequila, 28, tells Chaunce Hayden in Steppin’ Out magazine. “The bed is so empty without my wife and our dogs,” Tequila goes on. Tequila says she and Johnson, 30, who was found dead on Jan. 4, “were and still are very much in love. It wasn’t love like either of us had ever experienced before. That is why we got engaged so fast. “We wanted to hurry up and start the next chapter of our lives together. Just me, her, Ava, our 3 dogs, and another little one on the way,” adds Tequila, who has been hinting she’s pregnant on Twitter. (She also said Wednesday that she’s going to seek custody of Casey’s adopted daughter, Ava.) Tequila says she and Johnson “became domesticated” and “were so happy happy that we never left the bedroom. That was our favorite hang out spot. My bedroom and my Jacuzzi.” “We were everything that both of us ever needed. Each other,” she goes on. Tequila says she’s not giving back the 17-carat engagement ring Johnson gave her. “I have it and will never let anyone take it away from me. That is something my wife gave to me to promise our courtship together for the rest of our lives,” she says. “I was so happy. The ring is absolutely real.” She also claims that she was bumped from appearing on Larry King Live because the Johnson family “threatened to sue Larry King if I’m on his show.”

Um … yeah. At least Tila decided to share her story with a renowned publication like Steppin’ Out magazine cuz it would’ve been far too obvious for her to share her tale of woe with a publication like the New York Times or something wacky like that.

And, in case you were wondering, Tila has also decided to chime in on the disaster relief that is going on in Haiti in the wake of the devastating earthquake that struck there a few days ago. If you are curious, you can read the full text of a string to tweets she posted on her profile last night that address the events that are going on in Haiti right now …

Listen u guys wanna know about Haiti? Let me tell you something right now. There will be more disasters to come. Even bigger! Warning signs. / Each disaster on earth is no longer “MOTHER NATURE” but it is all in the book leading to the world ending. Humans have become EVIL and CRUEL / Each time God tries to send out a BIG wake up call that a change needs to be done and be done ASAP, we all still sit here and bicker.. / So instead of being a bunch of cruel EVIL Devils, doing nothing but terrorizing others, try to send LOVE out to the world. That may save us! / U don’t see me sitting here dogging on each of u or blocking everyone who disagrees. Wasting energy. Just spread LOVE & God will approve. / However I can tell u right now, God is very disappointed in Mankind & how fast we are sinking. He’s giving us last chances but we dont move! / I am only ONE person who has ALWAYS tried her best to make the world a better place. To stand up for ppl. I am God’s Angel sent down 2 watch / But my reports back to God are usually disappointing with how Mankind is quickly sinking into the mud and hypnotized by the Devil. / I know how the world will end, and yes, it will end. Not in the way you all think it is, but it will end. / Im just the Messenger. Dont kill the Messenger. Too bad U are. Now the world has no chance to survive. I already have my place in heaven. / May God bless your soul & hold on tight. For what the future holds is not a pretty sight. I have tried my best to keep it nice. But its over / This is the end of the end. Don’t take your lives for granted because it will all end very soon. Sooner than u think. / Everything you do now is totally irrelevant to what is to come. I am only here to warn you as God’s Messenger and Angel disguised as A Human / God Bless and pray. Pray for all the wrongs you have done to others, pray for all the hurt you have bestowed. Judgement day is coming… / God took the Love of my Life away from me because I promised him that I was only here to do my job. But I fell in Love with Another Angel / So he took her away from me. That was my fault. I broke the rules of being an Angel on Earth as a messenger. We’re not allowed 2 fall in luv / With another Angel. Cuz it will distract me from doing my job of helping the world. The minute I fell in love with another Angel, I stopped. / So u guys REALLY want 2 know the truth. Thats the truth that I speak, however a lot of ppl cannot handle the truth. You are hurting an Angel / Just pray and Ask God for forgiveness. My job here is done. May God bless you all. …. I can longer help you. / I send God the “noises” that you send to me. God hears them, and feels a lot within your noise that is filled with black holes. / When he gets Angry for your disappointment. He sends out HUGE signs for you all to stop taking advantage of life & Killing our Earth. / yet ppl still NEVER learn the message that God is trying 2 send 2 U. Open your eyes. Listen to your heart. If you cannot hear it. we lost u. / I spend a lot of my days alone in meditation. I see beyond this reality. I see the future, I have powers 2 calm ppl & recharge them w/love / Thats why My Angel was so calm w/me. I gave her all of the Powers that God has given me. But I broke the rules & now suffer the consequence / I am manning up 2 God now and let him know I that I am sorry. I broke the rules, so I am now suffering my Loss. An Angel with a broken wing. / Come meet me in person. The energy that vibrates from within me is filled with white light. U can feel the calm of me, in person. .. / My Character contradicts what I am saying, but as An Angel, I had to learn on my own how to “blend in” with the rest of the Humans… / God sent me here, but did not tell me how or what I needed to do, so just like all other Angels, I had to choose my path on how 2 blend in.. / But now time has run out, I have no choice but to reveal myself and who I really am. There is no more time to waste. We must help each other / U can either believe me, or call me crazy, but just HEAR the words I say. Block out the “NOISE” and LISTEN to my words. I hope that helps. / You must ask yourself “WHY DO I LIKE TO ATTACK PEOPLE I DON’T KNOW? WHY DO I WISH DEATH & MISERY UPON OTHERS?” Just ask yourself… / Once you do, please tell me what your answers are. Just think about it for a moment. I live in a quite world and meditate a lot. I see TRUTH / From me trying to stand up for Domestic Violence, Fight For Gay Rights & animal cruelty, Starting the #TilaArmy 4 those who are good pple… / I try as best I can 2 gather all the good people 2gether & help those that are in need. But as i said, I am only the messenger that u killed / Next big disaster will happen right here in the Heart of America! Mark my words. If ppl dont stop hurting each other. God has lost patience! / These words I NEVER speak, however right now, its time to reveal myself. Time is running out & I am afraid for the sad loss of all mankind. / Take of it what you will. But once u learn how to block out the “NOISE” u too, shall see what I see….. May God Bless all of your souls. xo / These will be my last words and my last warning 2 everyone on Twitter. I pray for you & your loved ones. God Bless & take care. Off I go. xo / I wil be gone for a while as I have teamed up with some Ambassadors. My next step is to become Ambassador 4 my country in Vietnam…. / Say goodbye to “TILA TEQUILA” as she is no longer needed & I have revealed my true identity. Real work needs to be done now. I must go. / For those who have missed out on all my very important messages in all of my tweets. I will copy & paste them into my last blog. Link later

Um … yeah. Uh …. what?

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