So yeah, yahoo, and “ya-gross” – but thats just me, i let other people B whatever, but it left me feelin kinda dumb, and very empty inside.

ha ha, I just reread that!

But I have to say that grumpy middle eastern sperm donor guy, the husband/drummer, was her beard, or skirt as it were.. I mean, everyone saw that she had, like, groupies…. Dyed in the wool Lipstick Lesbians who’d howl at “Icecream” wagglin’ their tongues like dudes.

The weirdest were the naive, cute, prodominantly teen aged and straight girls who’d wind up in Sarah’s (Come Down/Come on) Room… All talkin through the thin door about how magical it all was… Sarah was well aware of this, as well as the effect of opium Hash and talk of “Being safe with me”, I always thought it was a lot like how Michael Jackson probably set up kids, except he used an amusement park… So Sarah would get the girls happily stoned, as if she were really enjoying the conversation, and the then, sometimes after Sarah’s fake tears (ooh that’s just creepy), they’d do what Sarah wanted…
The alpha women who hung out would be sure to turn music down, knock to ask if everything was alright in there, etc.. After the O’s, often Sarah would tease to make them earn theirs, then leave ‘em dry (Not 2 mention no cuddle time offered) they were sent on their way- I was often witness to the disturbing walk of shame where they’d come out, all doe eyed, paranoid and disgusted, either crying or trying hard to avoid eye contact with the Lilith matriarchs who waited backstage or in Suite living rooms, and would make nasty comments to them as they scurried away, “There goes the magic”, was a common jab… Then Sarah herself would come out and complain about how none of these innocent ones she was attracted to would resist, and about how either their breath, technique, or passivity made it all a chore, and how she took it out on them with this or that device- (they had their sex toys named)

Nope, never never liked that first Lilith tour much 4 all of that, and thought about earning more $ on the new one, but… blech…. I’ve seen enough of their “Vampire Scenes”..

Also, loooooooooooooved Sheryl Crow!

-meream